tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84247477362238212592024-02-20T01:32:55.791-08:00Cosmicbangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.comBlogger45125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-50910811000805455142009-05-23T22:55:00.000-07:002009-05-24T01:36:26.402-07:00Single in the CityBeing single and staying away from my family was one of the things I looked forward to growing up. <br />I had thought of all the fun, and the parties, no deadlines, no third-degree about men who dropped me home (Jeez Dad, I didn't take down the car registration number, didn't really foresee the possibility of having to pepper spray my friends).<br />Word to the wise: Living with your parents is not that bad. <br />Okay I know it's irritating that you have to share physical space quite often and give up the remote control to Balika-Vadhu-reruns, that treacly, diabetically sweet, addictive (not me, my friends)soap.<br />I also found it irritating to be answering calls from mom's friends (made me realise nobody was calling me that often). However, however my dearies, thou shall not a foolhardy step take, that too in the heat of the moment.<br />So living alone, with the all the fun and all the men, OVERRATED. After you've burnt your rajma one time too many and on a day that you've really worked you're ass off, you will begin to appreciate mom's watery dal and hybrid raw papaya-raw banana curry. <br />Not to mention that you always have to get the door (at all times, twilight, break of dawn). Things don't get taken care of while you're at work (like the ironing, the internet, the plumbing, the electric bell gone awry, the clogged drains..the list is endless). I think I'm all in favor for extensive research on The Economic Evaluation of household work and its inclusion in the National Income.<br />The other day I actually absent mindedly tried to unlock someone else's door for 15 minutes while the watchman wondered if I was nuts. No luxury to be absent minded when you're on your own honey. I'm a decent cook and all I found myself at the end of a tired crazy day was making a distress call to my mother because I had found worms in the new pack of wheat flour. I mean I make allowances for the viciousness of the bugs in my flat, but man this smacks of poetic justice!<br /><br />Kind of like god's way of telling me 'I-told-you-so' punctuated by images of my parents doing the victory dance.<br /><br />I think your parents actually want you to move out, but they do this reverse-psychology thing and try to convince you that it's not a good idea. So that you go ahead and try it, and agree with them and then they can say OK NOW, we're very proud of you and we want you to live on your own and take responsibility for your life!bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-33373158626810343342009-04-18T09:46:00.000-07:002009-04-18T10:46:37.739-07:00Of picky parents and poor soulsA friend of mine told me about her sister's marriage, and how her normally mild mannered father became finicky. In a population that speaks India's smallest language (roughly a million people only), the father wanted only a Brahmin boy from their subsect. <br /><br />Uphill task? Well there was a distant cousin (with those specifications, he had to be from the family), only he happened to be studying at the time...at Stanford. So the father would of course not hear of it, the prospective son-in-law being 'unemployed' at the time.<br /><br />Well, parents do want the best for their children, no doubt. <br /><br />Picky parents and single women go well together. Well, atleast all those single women who don't want to get married. God save the ones who do..and are on a mission to do so. And if you happen to be a man who is being scouted for by such women, you are in grave danger of losing your hair, not to mention your independence.<br /><br />For not only will you be chased crazily around the plot by even the most together of women, you will also receive threats, and be subjected to devious and puzzling mindgames. Almost every other hour, you may expect a trick question. You might wonder what happened to the gentle souls you fell in love with. They cry copious tears that make you look for a bottle of glucose in case of dehydration. They laugh and cry as if stricken by mania. And you wish you knew the answer to the colour of the curtains in your dream house and whether it matched the answer you gave last time. <br /><br />Several years ago Oscar Wilde had an epiphany, he said women are meant to be loved, not to be understood.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-56633433983196070002009-03-01T07:49:00.000-08:002009-03-01T08:37:21.386-08:00bridesmaid again...not the bride yet..thankfullyThis wedding turned out to be that of my best friend's. Thank god she's older, although mom did ask with a pitiful look, "Don't you want to get married seeing all your friends do that?". <br /><br />I thought my family was loony...in a cute way of course, now I think most families are like that.<br /><br />The bride aka Bonnie aka Best Friend #2 is oscillating between being Bridezilla and calming hyper Bengali nerves (did I not mention it was a Bengali wedding). The mother is overstretched between instructing the maid and feeding you and everyone. <br /><br />On the day of the wedding, amidst the chaos or rather in the Midst of Chaos, the father of the bride is blissfully unaware and solving Sudoku.<br /><br />I'm Bonnie-r Bondhu (Bengali for "Friend of Bonnie's")and half Bengali by now (you know you are if you agree about Fish ranking higher than any other meat. Note to my strictly vegetarian parents: You just have to agree, not eat it.)<br /><br />In keeping with typical Indian ishtyle, Bride aka Bonnie went to the beauty parlour, and Bonnie-r Bondhu aka me went along for moral support and slapping the gay make-up artist if he were to screw up.<br /><br />Bride and Groom sit before the holy fire that makes their eyes water and noses run. Yet they pledge firm commitment despite the testing circumstances. <br /><br />In short the wedding went as per plan, I wiped a tear from the corner of my eye in truly filmi fashion and later Bride and Groom were expected to consummate their marriage in a house filled with atleast 20 other wedding guests. (Seriously, have some compassion).<br /><br />I think there is some merit in being the bridesmaid...and not the bride.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-54025972348439682152008-09-19T13:03:00.000-07:002008-09-20T09:34:32.212-07:00Wanted: Female driving instructorsIf any of you ladies have had the misfortune of learning to drive from a member of the male species or just had them sit by you while you drove, you would know what I'm talking about. <br /><br />So most of them would simply refuse to let you drive, declaring you a public hazard. Also if by a wicked stroke of fate you were to drive, they would constantly be wincing like they had a scorpion in their pants. Needless to say, one of their hands would be tentatively hovering over the handbrake, like one of those blokes from the westerns fingering their guns, ready to blow your face.<br /><br />And if you're unlucky enough to be learning from a close friend/relative of this species, it's a trip to hell and back. <br /><br />There's yelling punctuated by hysterical advice giving. You suspect they're hiding their face (they blame your driving but come on) near traffic signals. There's uncontrollable anger at your unwillingness to change gears between 35 kmph and 45 kmph. There's shuddering and undeniably loud sighs of relief when you brake. Reversing is a challenge, but nothing compared to when you have edgy men sitting next to you. Then as if the 'L' screaming Loser on the back of your car wasn't enough, your reversing siren going berserk and the male taking control of your steering wheel. <br /><br />And don't even get me started about parking. Usually it ends in a heated argument and you being ejected of your car.<br /><br />If you're a lady, I hope you would take some time out in the name of empathy and reach out to the nearest lady driving with an 'L' board on her car and a frenzied man inside it.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-13273106970783811312008-02-08T08:45:00.000-08:002008-04-25T20:30:24.451-07:00are you moving out? gasp..gasp..My mom awoke to this shocking revelation when I told her I needed to stay closer to work.<br />'What!' was her expression for the first two days.<br />'I won't speak to you' was her attitude for the next three days.<br />'I know you're in the room and I pretend as if everything is the same, but I'm mad at you and you should know that' was her tune for the week after that.<br /><br />When there was about a week left, she became sad.<br />Then came the bottles of pickles, rice crispies, salted, dried and fried red chillies, and other condiments that I had begged for. They're all neatly arranged in bottles. She also gives me a rice cooker and a few steel utensils, all meant for my marriage. She's a little disappointed that it's not the occasion of my marriage that she's giving away steel utensils. But I tell her, it's a start and that seems to cheer her up oddly.<br /><br />'You have to come home every weekend,' she said. And she religiously meant it. She is not satisfied if I don't sleep at least three nights in the house (Friday night, Saturday night and Sunday night). <br /><br />Dad has been stoic about the whole thing. He has lately been observing with great detail the entire process of making Sambhar for 200 people by a Bihari who's opened up a new South Indian snack shop. So he's busy regaling us with stories of how buckets of water and Dal are poured into a giant vessel and cooked. (He does this with actions, so its funny, really.)<br /><br />My sister is happy, now that the disputed area of the shelf space is no longer under conflict. She is also dreading the fact that all the attention, concern will come upon her. ('Vandhna, you're aren't eating enough. You've become so thin! You've lost so much weight! Eat this banana. An hour later, you have to eat papaya and drink a whole glass of milk.' She hates bananas and milk.)<br /><br />I'm ok. I miss these crazy dudes, but they make me laugh like hell.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-85261353390774051422008-04-12T00:43:00.000-07:002008-04-25T20:15:10.359-07:00Couch conversationsDad has seated me down on a couch for a conversation very sweetly. Yikes I dread those times. A creeping feeling is coming over me.<br /><br />'Sandhya, I'm ok with anyone who's a Brahmin. Marathi, Bengali, Kannada..but let him be a Brahmin please.'<br />Ya right.<br /><br />'So what are you doing about it? We are very tired of trying to find someone of your specifications.'<br /><br />Dad I'm not allowed to date, am I, with your permission? <br /><br />'Everyone says you're too short for them.'<br /><br />Talk about adding insult to injury. What about Gulliver being too tall for Liliputians?<br /><br />'And then you don't want a Software Professional.'<br /><br />So there is no other profession in the world now that Indians are taking up? The whole lot of Indian men don't have to be software engineers. What about physicists and artists or professional wrestlers or TV weatherpersons..? (And no offence to software professionals, I have been one myself fleetingly.)<br /><br />'Plus you're not really getting any younger...I mean you look young, but the clock is ticking...'<br /><br />This is just getting worse isn't it..<br /><br />'So basically you're telling me that I should find a guy of your specifications because you're too lazy to do it?'<br /><br />And then Dad shook his sweet disappointed head. Sideways. Two times.<br /><br />'Sandhya, why can't you be like other kids, who want normal things? Why do you want to be rebellious? Why can't you want a husband and a family and want to settle down?'<br /><br />Doorbell rings as a welcome reprieve. It's Mom. <br />'Poor girl. She comes home only so often. Let's speak to her later.' She says to Dad.<br /><br />Wow, but beware...I told myself. This is the calm before the tempest. Wait for somebody younger to get married and voila, there I'll be on the couch again...bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-65212513300096965322008-02-03T04:08:00.000-08:002008-02-03T04:41:46.879-08:00south-indian weddingsSo I dread going to weddings, for very obvious reasons. I'm at the age where any relative/family-well-wisher/woman-friend of my mother would be proactively seeking me out in a crowd and bombarding me with only one question.<br />'So when are you getting married?'<br />Or another variant. 'Is there anybody you have in mind?' (This one came from a friend of my mom's whom I have previously seen just once in my life).<br />Or yet another variant. 'We are now going to have the next wedding meal at your wedding.'<br />To all such questions and insinuations, I have developed a standard response. It's called 'grin and bear it.' I have realised with time that the best thing to do is to not argue and just accept that this is better than a lot of things...being hungry and poor, having bird flu, being tortured in a Chinese prison...<br />The wedding I went to was punctuated by a lot of other 'usual' South-Indian-wedding events. Eating Rasam-rice with a spoon, a video of you being taken while you have your mouth fool of beans curry, waiters almost throwing food onto your banana-leaf-for-a-plate etc. <br />After the last you-just-watch-while-we-get-you-married comment was done with, I was dying to go home(Public conveniences...really are you kidding me?). And the conversation on the ride back home was also dominated by how a younger cousin of mine(younger than even my younger sister) was married and was expecting a child. I was back to my smiling routine. <br />Till the next wedding, I'm smiling.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-7640778496447443292007-11-18T09:56:00.000-08:002007-11-18T10:32:53.220-08:00Old enough to vote, elope, yet not old enough to drink"One peach margarita."<br />"Hum to under-25 elcohole dete hi nahin hain madam", says the waiter in his ill fitting sombrero.<br />This was that moment-of-truth thing, the event that I always expected would happen but hadn't yet, and there it was.(Where I don't look old enough to buy a drink - that event)<br />My friend, being a non-drinking, under-25 spectator(and a smart ass) quips and joins in, "Yes very good, I'm very happy you check all these things."<br />So I whipped out my PAN card for age proof(Yea, I should not keep it in my wallet at all points of time) and the sombrero guy disappeared with it into one corner with 4 other jobless waiters.<br />Thank god there's a decent picture of me on it,I thought, unlike my driving license where I look like I have been kidnapped by the Shompen tribe of the Andamans and fed on coconuts.<br />"I don't look that young do I?" I asked my friend, hoping that the question only begged a flattering answer, hoping to salvage some pride.<br />"I think it's got to do more with the height", he says. <br />"O cmon, I'm not that short."<br />"You're strikingly short."<br />Not strikingly beautiful, or strikingly stunning. Strikingly short.<br />Come to think of it, I don't like that word 'strikingly'.<br />Sombrero guy returns sheepishly. "Anything else ma'm?"<br />A free drink, I want to say. Some more 'elcohole' to drown my strikingly short frame.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-84321172195419979652007-09-29T20:57:00.001-07:002007-09-29T20:57:54.948-07:00mornings at the babu householdMother is busy working in the kitchen, rolling out parantha after parantha for breakfast, managing chai on one hand and lunch on the other. Father is doing his elaborate morning pooja with flowers accompanied by mantras in Sanskrit.(I've asked him if they make sense to him and he shakes his sadly and says ,'We never asked such questions of our parents. I think it's the problem with your generation itself.') My sister and I are fighting a territory battle over whose time slot it is to use the hair dryer over the sound of Paradise City playing in the background.(We both suffer from the condition of large hair. We need zen with our hair.)<br />Over the din from the kitchen and our noises, Father stops his 'Om shive namaha' and turns, 'Who were you talking to at 1 a.m. in the night yesterday?'<br />'Friend.' I say.<br />'Who're these friends of yours who don't sleep by 1? Don't they have families?'<br />'They're not married.' I'm still not sure what dangerous turn this conversation could take. (As a rule, I avoid the word 'marriage' in front of them.)<br />'You don't have a boyfriend, do you?'<br />'No Dad. I'll let you know, if that happens.'<br />'Just make sure he earns well.' Mom pipes in. She has stopped her parantha rolling too. 'She has so many friends, and yet not a boyfriend. How difficult can it be', she is mumbling while resuming her parantha rolling. <br />'She was talking to a friend,' Dad yells out to Mom. 'Om haraye namaha. Om suryaya namha. Om khagaya namaha.'...bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-40209823695161015202007-09-24T07:50:00.000-07:002007-09-24T08:27:17.237-07:00how to avoid mass hysteriaOk I'm not a cricket buff. Worse still, I couldn't be interested in the historic Indo-Pak final of the 'world cup' (It's not a real world cup for chrissake!). And if you're still not disgusted, I was writing this during some of the most engrossing moments of the match. (I can hear the drum beats and my sister yelling at the top of her voice every 13 seconds). So if you belong to my dwindling tribe of disbelievers, here are some tips on how to avoid getting hurt on such a hysterical day.<br /><p><br /><ul><br /><li>Avoid places where people have gathered. This means roads(though people would be huddled around TVs), offices (nobody will turn up anyway though), your living room(lest your cricket crazy family think you're unlucky because a wicket is toppled everytime to come to the fridge) </li><br /><li>Avoid talking about it. Consider diverting the topic to global warming, or the problems of migratory birds at the delhi zoo.</li><br /><li>Do not, I repeat, do not get into an argument with a cricket crazy fanatic(that practically means everyone you know. Trust no one.)You might not get to escape unhurt. A fanatic will usually know most of the cricketing statistics of most batsmen, would have watched the previous matches with popcorn and soda and would twitch at the mere mention of your indifference. </li><br /><li>Get ear plugs. I'm sure my tribe feels like the dogs on Diwali. Just that you wouldn't hide under the bed. </li><br /><li>Do not be afraid of being hated. Being the lone wolf is good practice for more important things in life. You've got to stand up alone, even if it means getting pushed over, be thought of as anti-Indian(and what's that about), and generally the 'what's-wrong-with-her' looks. More importantly do not be afraid of watching only the part of the match where the hot cricketers(if there are any) take off their shirts.</li><br /><li>Being cricket apathetic in India is like being the guy who hates puppies. Seriously, do you want to be that guy? If you still can't convince yourself otherwise, there's always the BE-YOURSELF advice. Just avoid people that day. </li><br /><br /></ul><br /></p>bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-25495745451038055252007-09-16T10:40:00.000-07:002007-09-17T10:20:12.544-07:00the end of an eraMy best friend is getting married. And I can't believe that I'm losing her. To a BOY. So this is how it'd usually be between us. And they're snippets from different times. So they won't completely make sense.<br /><br />Me: I can't believe he's behaving like this again. Why's he so unpredictable?<br />Her: I can't believe my boss is such an ass.<br />Me: I need to run away from home. My folks are asking me to meet some guy from the U.S.<br />Her: Why does he not respect me? <br />Me: I can't manage more than 3.0 in this term. I think I'll always be average.<br />Her: You're the one who's turning him into a psycho.<br />Me: And how? Why do you judge me so much?<br />Her: Why do you say I judge you? I just finish sentences for others.<br />Me: I'm just getting this thing about driving.<br />Her: It's like a life philosophy. The way you are, is the way you drive.<br />Me: (wow....in my head)<br /><br />Her(at ISB): Why is this place all about grades? <br />Me(in real world): Noone's going to care about your grades, including you, after this year. I assure you.<br />Me(at ISB): Why is this place all about grades? <br />Her(in real world):Noone's going to care about your grades, including you, after this year. I assure you.<br /><br />Me: I can't believe you're getting married.<br />Her: I know. Marry me(in yelping tones). I can't live in a boy's house.<br />Her: I hope our husbands get along. So please don't marry ABC, or DEF. I don't know why you like such weak men who won't stand up for you.<br />Me: I think I'll have to join a sisterhood.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-44211554362840409702007-09-05T08:33:00.000-07:002007-09-05T08:52:22.278-07:00don't mess with retired old menYes. Especially if they like correspondence. And if they've worked in the banking industry for 25 years. And if you happen to be a bank. <br /><br />My dad is famous for drawing moustaches on pictures(women, men), and writing notes to me signed "Yours affectionately, Suresh Babu", cracking jokes and laughing till he tears up, but lately he's also getting quite a reputation with the consumer courts, the telephone industry(read MTNL), the banks(South Indian Bank and Bank of India) for following up with the most comprehensive paperwork and persistence. And their paying big time for their shoddy service. Not monetarily, atleast not yet.<br /><br />He loves corresponding. (I can't explain weirdness. It runs in my family.) The CEOs are often surprised to get a copy of the complaint with immaculate proof of mismanagement. If this was the US, he'd be winning us enough compensation by suing everyone to make me a millionaire.<br /><br />So I don't know which industry he's taken upon himself to clean up. But whatever that is, they'd better be wary of a small old, really really cute gentleman with a lot of energy, and armed with a pen.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-68436165340602593522007-09-05T08:09:00.000-07:002007-09-05T08:33:30.805-07:00janmashtami in delhiWe (the women of the family) set out to visit all the little nooks and crannies around the locality where Janmashtami is celebrated in full fervor. There were children and dogs, cows and grannies, coy girls dressed up and walking in bunches, rickshaws and pedestrians, and noisy hawkers. At each little nook, there were children dressed up as krishna and radha, or shiva. Most of them were busy eating cheetos or other such snacks unheard of at the time of krishna's birth. As their parents continued to indulge their whims by supplying them coke and chips, they'd smile benevolently at the visitors. Other former brats were on their best behavior serving prasad. After we collected little paper packets of prasad, we were on our way to the temple. (And my sister noticed, Ganesha's idol was wearing a skirt similar to the ones the godesses wore). Somebody had misplaced their wallet. And as I left the temple, I noticed to my amusement that my slippers were missing too. It's reassuring when some things remain the same.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-40915875126556882272007-08-31T02:25:00.000-07:002007-08-31T02:46:59.189-07:00The good guysI had been arguing with a friend about man-woman dynamics for some time, when my friend threw up his arms in exasperation and claimed that it was not possible for him to retain his sanity and keep up with the generalizations about men and women I was throwing left, right and center at him. Which is when I decided to get my own forum for it.<br /><br />So here’s a crib you’ll here often. Women saying that they can’t find the right guy.<br />And if you’re a guy on the other side of this crib, you might well wonder, 'what’s wrong with me?' Well don’t fall for this crib. Because it’s not true.<br /><br />The truth is there are plenty of ‘right guys’. Just that they are not as exciting as the wrong ones. They like you. They have squeaky clean backgrounds, they are thoughtful and simple. And boring.<br /><br />The wrong guys on the other hand are anything but that. They make you chase them. They make you think. They make you wait by the phone. They keep you guessing. They play hard to get. They make you come up with excuses and explanations for them, as far fetched as they can get. (This last one needs a separate blog post by itself).<br /><br />They’re not ready to offer anything concrete and yet you’re willing to wait hoping you’d be the angel to transform them, make them see light.<br /><br />So ladies smell the coffee (read the wrong guy) and give the steady, somewhat insipid, but definitely dependable good guy a fat chance. <br /><br />p.s. I never heed my own good advice.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-46376803490727384902007-08-27T10:45:00.000-07:002007-08-29T11:41:43.331-07:00what women want...If you're a guy<br /><br /><ul><li>You HAVE to talk to them. </li><br /><li>If you cannot do that then you'd HAVE to be willing to listen to them talk.</li><br /><li>Don't be too good looking. (Isn't this good news?)</li><br /><li>The darker the better (ok this could be on my list)</li><br /><li>If you're a little different, and proud of it. A guy with a moustache for example.</li><br /><li>Wear well fitting clothes. Dress reasonably well.</li><br /><li>Have a life. This does not mean that you party till you have to be taken home. </li><br /><li>Have a secret identity. (Try this: Law clerk by day, crime fighter by night. Even better if you are a crime fighter in costume.) </li><br /><li>The C word - Commitment. Yes blokes, sad but true.</li><br /><li>Be nice to the underdogs.</li><br /><li>Open doors. (For everyone)</li><br /><li>Be nice to their friends...parents...relatives...dogs...parrots.</li><br /><li>Keep your promises. If you say you will call, do that. Nobody likes to be kept waiting.</li><br /><li>And finally, hate to say this, but playing hard to get works like hell.</li></ul><p></p>bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-75043880225372094912007-08-25T11:27:00.000-07:002007-08-25T11:35:47.005-07:00love in all seasonsI just loved listening to this song today. No reason.<br /><br /><p><br /><br><marquee direction="up" scrollamount="1" width="300"><br />April come she will<br><br />When streams are ripe and swelled with rain;<br><br />May, she will stay,<br><br />Resting in my arms again.<br><br /><br><br />June, she'll change her tune,<br><br />In restless walks she'll prowl the night;<br><br />July, she will fly<br><br />And give no warning to her flight.<br><br /><br><br />August, die she must,<br><br />The autumn winds blow chilly and cold;<br><br />September I'll remember<br><br />A love once new has now grown old<br><br /><br /></marquee><br /></p>bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-73726746946515276432007-08-19T07:59:00.000-07:002007-08-19T09:51:55.666-07:00for the love of chaatHe served gol gappas with a fury that I couldn't keep up with. I am miserably slow. My friend however gobbled each without so much as battling an eyelid. As he looked at me with well deserved pity, my tiny plate filled up with 3 oblong pregnant gol gappas swimming in a sea of jeera water. I wrestled, my small mouth struggled to fit in the elliptical item. I thought there is no grace, no dignity in eating gol gappas. There was no way I could redeem myself in a lady-like manner, my sagittarian ungraceful self with two-left dancing feet would forever be revealed.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-52496011198989927322007-08-18T08:47:00.000-07:002007-08-18T10:44:14.489-07:00why critics love bad movies<ul><li>Because they need to pick a movie apart using some superlative adjectives</li><li>Since American Idol, various negative adjectives 'abysmal', 'horrendous', 'ghastly' have all got a new lease of life</li><li>Makes them feel good that they've superbly deconstructed a simplistically bad movie, it's easier than deconstructing what went right</li><li>Human nature- it's easier to criticise. That is why they became critics in the first place.</li><li>Everyone likes reading a good review of a bad movie. It's more entertaining.</li><li>Hate as an emotion, comes more naturally to us than any other. It also brings with it a lot more energy. It is healthier when directed to pen and paper.</li></ul><p></p>bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-1864943450755348652007-08-14T09:27:00.000-07:002007-08-14T11:08:40.411-07:00a family history of funny namesSo my first name is Bangalore. (My only response to sniggers is that it's atleast a hi-tech city). My last name is Babu. That qualifies for an entry into the Terrible Name Oscars.<br />But inane names run in my family.<br /><br />My paternal grandfather was a freedom-fighter and he was quite taken by the freedom fighters of his time. He named his eldest son(my father's eldest brother) Gopalakrishna Gokhale. And we're from Andhra. There's no connection with the Maharashtrian caste. So there are Gokhales from Maharashtra and there's an incongruous line of Gokhales who speak Telugu and who live in Chennai.<br /><br />My grandfather named his second son Janakinath who was apparently a freedom fighter from Bengal. Again, an incongruous last name, but the seeds were sowed much before my time.<br /><br />My father was spared of an inane name, but he inherited the Bangalore prefix and passed it along with the misnomer(Babu is meant for boys only, not girls) to me.<br /><br />And I have lived with the trauma of a bad name ever since. My preschool teacher called me Sandhya Baby. Since then I have heard various contortions of all my names sometimes separately and at other times all together.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-24397597604260324482007-08-11T10:13:00.000-07:002007-08-11T10:35:27.734-07:00the great list of "those whose asses i'd like to kick"There is no chronological order to this, atleast yet, in my head.<br /><ul><li>The Bengali b#$%^ from Quality who insisted that I only talk in abbreviations, and who wouldn't look me in my direction when I talked, as if no sound came from me.</li><li>Another Bengali guy from Quality(what's with Bengalis in Quality, so nobody hires them for any real work now eh? No offence. :-) ) </li><li>Some people (loud Delhiites) in traffic.</li><li>The leery Pantry boy in my previous organisation, actually leery pantry boys everywhere</li><li>The cocky Punjabi kid who tried to drive my car, after tricking my gullible driver</li><li>My gullible driver (?)</li><li>Tom Cruise for the couch incident (Seriously, those scientology folk would have excommunicated him if he wasn't a celebrity), though he did not harm me in any way personally. Unless undergoing mental trauma on being exposed to extreme stupidity counts.</li></ul><p>I'll update this soon. The list is too small for a future ass-kicker to be taken seriously.</p><ul><li></li></ul>bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-80553074442773479042007-08-11T09:42:00.000-07:002007-08-11T10:13:23.747-07:00the veiled boast and where you go saturday nightEver heard of the species of brags called the veiled boasts. This kind usually begins, "I don't mean to boast but.." followed by actual boast. Or it is let, in a subconscious manner, into the conversation and is akin to name dropping. Subtle stories of success, or good times mentioned in the most offhand manner. Another category of the veiled boast, is the seemingly self deprecating statement that is in reality a boast. This one goes like, "I hate going from party to party, but I have to" or "I'm freaked out, but my boss really likes my work..." (Who wants that right).<br /><br />While on the topic of boasts, the saturday day night sojourn is also the object of the veiled boast category. Where you go and what you do on a saturday night is increasingly under greater scrutiny. All the couch potatoes are cursing the growing consumerism of the urban Indian. Whatever happened to the concept of relaxing without an agenda.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-10531053950952064892007-08-08T10:46:00.000-07:002007-08-08T11:05:57.572-07:00Ordinary PeopleI met this 65 year old gentleman, who was working post-retirement for the love of the job. He joined as a manager, and is taking orders from "boys" who worked for him in his previous organisation of 40 years. I asked him if he did not think that was an issue. He resembles a venerable old owl, minus the scary eyes. In fact his eyes twinkle with the life of man half his age, his ears flap open, his bald head is circumferenced with whitish hair. And he said, it doesn't matter if you really love what you are doing. Are you a Bengali? I asked him. Yes, yes. He nodded. How did you know? People can't usually guess that, he added. I told him he had a slight accent and I could tell by the way he stretched certain words. Sharp, he said. Are you a Bengali too? No, I said. You have to really love your job, he concluded, to be unaffected by these things.<br /><br />I hadn't met anybody like him. Life is interesting.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-84673640833568507802007-08-08T09:51:00.000-07:002007-08-08T10:00:52.786-07:00<p>Snippets from my training session with people from a totally alien culture (that apparently annihilates grammar)</p><ul><li>Don’t discuss the these things</li><li>We can tell you off the line</li><li>We want to extend our footprint on the PAN India</li><li>Why we are doing this, in the real life, we will not be doing this maalik</li><li>You are fresh, you don’t know what CR, BPMS, BCPDR, FMEA means. Everyone else knows.(So basically sod off, you’re not part of us unless you can speak this incoherent language)</li><li>I din got you</li><li>Boss, I can talk and sell. Now you tell me ki HoW I can use this e-CRM for my pro'ject</li></ul><p> </p><p> </p>bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-11232909584854392152007-08-05T19:00:00.000-07:002007-08-05T19:14:01.053-07:00the secretSounds like an English remake of a Japanese movie, right? Or is there one by the same name. Anyway, before I get off tangent (which is remarkably easy for me, I've found), I decided to capture my present state of happiness (or the closest state to self-sufficiency that I'm experiencing).<br />I realise I'm reasonably happy right now because<br />1) I started my day with a cup of filter coffee<br />2) I saved tens of cows, by not driving into them in the morning. Them cows need a farm, not the roads in Delhi.<br />3) My driving instructor is a good human being. Speaking of which, I am attracting a lot of good human beings in my immediate environment. My driver(different from my driving instructor) happens to be another one of those good human beings.<br />4)My parents are not pushing me to marry the next Telugu hunk with bushy moustache and a Green Card( what wouldn't a girl give to marry one of those Telugu dudes right..if only they advertised for "Maids masquerading as wives wanted for day time for raising my kids in the US" in matrimonial sites).<br />5) I'm learning how to play the guitar. My guitar took the shape of one of my old boyfriends and threatened to leave if I did not give it any attention. Ok ok, I made up the last part.(What's life without a little fabrication).<br />6) I dreamt I was running really fast. That might might be a good thing.<br />7) I have a lot of friends now. So flashback to the 8th grade, where kids wouldn't sit next to me.<br />(Ok, I might have been a little uncool, but that's still human rights violation.)<br />8) People seem to like me. I know that's a tenuous thing to base my good mood on, but what the heck.<br />So you get my drift. You should do the same exercise. It's entertaining to say the least. And when you're bummed out, you can replicate the good mood drivers. So the next time I'm bummed, I know what to do. Drive into a herd of cows.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8424747736223821259.post-15619614067482978282007-07-23T10:05:00.000-07:002007-07-23T10:12:42.942-07:00thought for the dayMy sister told me how one of her friends had watched "Aapka Suroor" to annoy another friend of hers who apparently can't stand the thought of Himesh Reshammiya in a 2 hour long movie. Maybe a lot of people just watched it to spite others, and that's how it became a hit.<br />If you think that's irrational, think of how in the first place, there could be a market for Himesh Reshammiya.bangalorehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13981065626602667424noreply@blogger.com0